Elijah pushed the soles of his feet to the mattress to gain some leverage and thrust up into Asher. He didn't let Asher tuck his head low and avoid his gaze, because watching him like this, being slowly swept away with pleasure was incredible, admiring the colour that was rising to his cheeks.

"Yes, yes, I did," he said. "But in a more flashes of intent rather than anything coherent. During Christmas I wanted to take you to my bed and sleep with you. I was thinking just sleeping but I knew it would have been something else as well. There are a few things that you do that make my cock harden and it's hard not to think about it. I didn't pay much mind to it though. Because I had written it off as something never going to happen."